Promenade
Have a horrible habit of acting nonchalant
But silence isn't helping gotta drop it to get what I want
Hard to admit when I see you get nervous
I lose my competence
You test confidence
And I'm marveling
Can't act obvious (it's so obvious)
You got options cause you're marvelous
I've been trying to beg you just meet me for a promenade
We'll get lost while we feel so phenomenal
Get comfortable
And just let me know
And I'll please you please just tell me so
If you don't listen might stay oblivious
Could put you through pain or protect your innocence
Can be your confidant
Come tell me what you want
If I'm delusional don't wanna let you go
Not thinking rational
We could stay detachable
NSA while we flying international
But if I put my pride to the side for a while
Then I'd admit I wanna try till we senile
Said immature:
Let's catch a vibe maybe end up on the aisle
Have you ever made a film with a cinephile
Said vulnerable:
I'm bad at this and I've been known for calling quits
I'll keep my feet to the
Fire & Desire
Guidance
Patience
My wish
Honest
You've been flying
I want you when the night ends
I came all the way here cause I wanted this
Sometimes I feel like a pauper without common cents
Why would I quit I yearn like Odysseus
Tryna sway you opposite of indifference
Enough about me tell how have you been
How's work going, what you wanna name your kids?
What's your favorite color and where do you wanna live?
Can I be with you when the lights get dim?
Augustine taught me this's idolatry
Virtuous offering give my honesty
I've messed up before my past haunts me
May not even win but can I be a nominee
But we'll let you tell the story of when you decided to resign or not accept membership today
Groucho MarxOh well that's so, that's so well known everybody knows that story
I was a member of the Friar's Club
And the first time I went there I was surrounded by
Barbers and dentists and
Well a whole group of people that I have very little in common with
Unless I need my teeth pulled out
So after the third week I sent them a telegram and said
Please accept my resignation
I don't want to belong to any club that will accept me as a member
Lately been reflecting on making better decisions
In meetings with my Jack Michler you've given me tunnel vision
Dangerous mix of narcissism, pedestalizing my interests,
Inferiority complex, a dash of fear of commitment
Intentions have been anonymous; working on building honestness
Had a mask on when we started I wonder if can we restart this
Romanticize and catastrophize excuse me if I get tongue tied
Embarrassing but cherishing I need you in this lifetime